So Touching

Aku bangun pukul 5 pagi, walaupun cuti sekolah, aku plan nak surf internet cari bahan untuk projek multimedia, sebelum tue masak nasi dulu, karang boleh buat nasi goreng untuk breakfast, biasalah bukak jer laptop, tengok blog dulu, blog sana, blog sini, tapi pada pengamatan aku, terdapat perbezaan antara blogger lelaki dan blogger perempuan, gaya penulisan, isi cerita, mesej yang hendak disampaikan..memang berbeza, biasanya blogger lelaki lebih cenderung menulis bahan2 yang ilmiah, directly or indirectly....perempuan lebih pada personel cite pasal anak, pasal baju, kasut, dan segala macam mak nenek lagi ha..ha...termasuklah aku...itu kita punya sukalah kan dah blog tue kita punya ikut suka lah nak tulis apa pun..

ok, sebenarnya aku terjumpa satu artikel menarik kredit untuk en fariddarif (entah2 dia pempuan) mana tau kan aku pun tak kenal...aku tersentuh baca artikel tapi lebih mirip kepada poem, sebagai seorang ibu, terasa untuk muhasabah diri, banyak kekurangan ilmu keibubapaan pada aku ni.., kadang2 aku sedar..aku tak boleh buat macam tue, tapi susahnya mungkin didikan dari ibubapa aku dulu, sepatutnya sebagai orang ibu...bak kata kawan aku, bila anak dah meningkat remaja..jadikan dia sebagai kawan, dengar cerita2 dia sambil mendidik, tapi aku ni kalau mood tak baik...'kenapalah kau orang banyak mulut sangat hari ni, pening kepala mama dengar......itulah aku sebagai seorang ibu.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Teruknya!

Jom kita share...........(especially untuk my son 20 months )

Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying.

Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is.

Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry and pick you up and take you to the park to play.

Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.

Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.

Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by.

Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.

Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.

Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you.

Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.

Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.

Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours, and miss my favourite TV shows.

Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray, I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.

I will think about the mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms. The mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming inside that little body.And when I kiss you goodnight I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you and ask him for nothing, except just for another one more day…